| this moon missile shit is shenanigans. |
[Oct. 9th, 2009|01:41 pm] |
in my personal opinion at least and when i heard about it, i was extremely pissed. I despise this country no lie, so if I despise it so much why can't i move to say - Europe? Because I'm not a part of the commonwealth. If you have no money, no one gives a damn fuck about you. You are not important you do not matter. Okay so let's shoot a missile at the moon.. our moon.. the only moon.. for science? I mean, really, we don't need the moon.. the moon doesn't help us, right? It's a joke. And how many countries can we royally piss off with this? Enough to be outnumbered let me tell you. We have no idea whether or not this is a 100 percent safe and successful procedure. No fucking clue so let's just shoot for the moon and see what happens. if it is though, then everyone and there mother.. fathers.. grandfathers better get their asses up and attack fucking NASA since no one really owns the moon. Let's just blow a part of the moon to bits, because that is a smart plan. There is no news feed on it.
I feel as though we do not at all deserve to live and reside on this planet and treat it the way it is being treated. |
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| i miss you babytigrrr. |
[Oct. 7th, 2009|12:46 pm] |
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i miss bringing you coffee in a pastel coloured mug every day along with whatever breakfast you had wanted that day. i miss our 'who will bite who first today' competition that has been ongoing for 2 years. even after years of it, we still forgot to do it until mid-day. and we'd be pissed when the other won. i miss sleepovers with you where you'd put on your winamp and play pink floyd. i miss everyone catching us everytime we were sexual. i miss doing sexual things with you while at a huge risk of someone catching us (such as your mom when we were watching the movie and you touched me under the blanket). i miss smoking our djarum blacks while everyone else smoked marb reds. i miss you understanding me completely and every single change i went through and understanding the change is who i am. i miss playing video games with you in your living room, or upstairs in your room. i remember when i first met you, the way your room was, and you were playing wow, and you had a blonde beach model in a pink bikini with nice tits. and i remember the first time we kissed with branden in the room on your bed. i miss making food at all times with you. whatever we could make, we'd make. i miss watching the food network with you, and whatever else we wanted to watch. i miss going to see every new movie that came out with you. i miss your delicious milkshakes because no one makes them as good as you with your peanutbutter - milk - cinnamon combination. everyone is jealous. i miss staring at you constantly because you are the only one i could look at for so long without being bored or tired. because you are the most beautiful boy one could ever meet. i miss you being disappointed in me because i broke your promise and cut myself. i miss being upset because you went against my vegetarian ways because i'm such a cunt and sometimes want things my way. i miss making promises that i knew i couldn't keep but i tried to anyway. i miss being a complete dumbfuck and messing up and making mistake after mistake and you telling me it's okay because i'm learning. i miss holding you and i miss your eyes and i miss your lips and your long limbs that i want to be wrapped around me. and i miss your goodnight calls. i miss buying you junk food at all times and yelling at you for not being healthy but i'd let you get that honeybun anyway because i knew it would make you happy and i always want you to be happy. even when i fuck up and make you sad. i want you to be happy. i miss you asking for backscratches and headscratches and giving in to giving them to you because you would make the cutest noise ever and the cutest face ever when i did it. i miss watching the history channel with you and man vs wild. i miss going to lake street and pointing out where we were going to have sex next summer.. and then never do it because we were saving it for the right time. i miss running around in the rain with you. i miss getting mad at you because i was jealous of vanessa even though i had no reason. i miss the insecurities we could share together. i miss our nerdy conversations about harry potter and video games because we know eachother better than anyone ever could or should. i miss peeing together. i miss clothes scattered all over your tv room and your mom coming home from work and us having to run into the bathroom because we were naked. i miss you making me smile when i was angry at you because i could never stay angry at you. i miss fighting with you and you telling me that i'm being stupid because i was and i realize things always a second too late because i like seeing how far i can push people before i push things off the edge before i break things and they can't be fixed without some tape and glue. i miss my head on your chest. i miss confessing my love to you, all day everyday, at random times for no reason except for the fact that one second could be our last and you need to know that i love you. i miss 9/12/07 because that feels right, you feel right, it all feels like home, and i miss 9/12 because it is my password for everything because it makes me feel safe it makes me feel like everything will be okay even if it may not. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 6th, 2009|07:48 am] |
I hope you always find someone to take you home
To put you into bed, kiss your cheek, and check your pulse
Make sure you're still breathing, with their hand up to your nose
I wish that could be me, but it's just not possible. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 2nd, 2009|02:40 pm] |
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let's go grab coffee. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 1st, 2009|06:28 am] |
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please come home; so i can save you. please stay away;so i can't harm you.
home is where the heart is and the heart is
with y o u .
i w i l l m e e t y o u u n d e r t h e m o o n l i g h t.
i am undeservingof your breathe. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 30th, 2009|03:11 am] |
I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave,
I will work to elevate you
just enough to bring you down. |
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| hey mama wolf |
[Sep. 29th, 2009|05:12 pm] |
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go
follow mama wolf(follow
the lead until
the leader falls
d
o
w
n
)while she
cries and
covets and waits(patiently)
follow her into the night
watch(watch her eyes)
mama wolf(feeds off the helpless)&
(feeds off the hopeless)
mama wolf(feels no pain)
(wait)until she crashes
under the moonlight
sonata |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 29th, 2009|03:32 pm] |
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 friends only.comment to be added. |
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| crawl towards the setting sun - never forget the heartbeat. |
[Sep. 27th, 2009|11:41 pm] |
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I loved you, I love you, so I wanted to keep you wrapped up inside my pocket. My own little treasure. That is not how it should be, but I want you to notice the gesture.
One day you will die, and one day you will regret it all. With the touch of a finger,
on your single soul, a wound unwillingly repaired.
Again.
You thought it was conquered but it was lost
Here in my own heart it hides
Resentment and confusion
the.world.will.not.stop.spinning.
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 14th, 2009|08:33 pm] |
yeah, you were right. you were always fucking right.
fuck.well, it's hit me now. everything has hit me. and i'm crying like a whiney-ass bitch. i hate my life.
this will be deleted soon |
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